It's been over a week since I wrote anything here. Last time was just to show my husband (who had been away when I started this) how it worked.

Since then I've found I don't have too much to say. Feel pretty hopeless and powerless. Sorta like watching a train wreck or something similar. Knowing it'll come to no good, but no way to stop it.

So I find myself wondering why I should even bother with this. Who the hell cares?

This is a demonstration of this.

It's getting late and I realized I had not updated this today. Have to make sure I make it a habit. Haven't had time to read any more of the book I have, so nothing fancy going on today. But I discovered that today the email link is working. Which is cool.
Or at least I think it works. Haven't gotten any email from it.

Well, I'm tired and just can't seem to be able to focus on anything.

Hmmmm. I guess I am needing to sit down with the book. Just tried to add my email. The time zone thing finally worked. There must be something I'm missing. LOL

Well, tried once and nothing happened. I changed the time zone. Trying again.

Well, I'm trying to post here everyday while I figure this out. Have spent most of the morning on the computer reading what I can stomach about our trip to hell in a handbasket. Laughed at this: "Keep the messages positive", in reference to what some navy folks are writing on bombs (guess it's a "tradition"). My mind is starting to boggle. Want to pinch myself "wake up wake up". The word surreal comes to mind.

In the "he must be proud of that" catagory: former Mayor of Waterbury Philip Giordano's conviction made the top of the local paper. He upstaged the war!!!!!! And it was his birthday too. ....and many more............LOLOLOLOL.

I don't know how to do links yet. Just realized that. Well, guess that will be the next project.

Well, I've told two whole people about this! LOLOLOL

I bought the book We Blog and have been reading it. It's written so even I can understand it (the other book I looked at was a bit too daunting). I've got so much I want to do with this, but I want to do it right.

Hmmmm. Went to view this today and nothing was there. I'll have to figure that out. Thinking I want to change the title too, but I'm gonna have to figure that out too. Kinda feel like I'm talking to myself here.

Definitely some syncronicity going on in my life right now. Brought me here. Not knowing where to start or how. But starting nevertheless. I'm thinking of following it backwards, looking for the source and at the same time taking it forward. It is the only way I can think of to keep any hope alive.

This is usually not like me. Trying something new, not knowing really how it works. I've always played it real safe. Realizing those days are over. Should be interesting.