It's been over a week since I wrote anything here. Last time was just to show my husband (who had been away when I started this) how it worked.

Since then I've found I don't have too much to say. Feel pretty hopeless and powerless. Sorta like watching a train wreck or something similar. Knowing it'll come to no good, but no way to stop it.

So I find myself wondering why I should even bother with this. Who the hell cares?